We received confirmation, from blood work, that our transfer didn't work.
It’s 2 a.m. and it’s closer to day seven than day six. I am devastated! It’s still negative on the pregnancy tests. The odds are not in my favour. The majority of women have their positives by now.
It’s challenging to see an upside to infertility, but in the spirit of positivity and looking for the light in the dark, let’s give it a go.
I don’t think I’m a better person for going through IVF. I am more bitter and negative than ever and I don’t know if that will ever go away.
I test in the morning and I’m expecting the pregnancy test to show two lines, revealing that I’m pregnant. No, it’s blank. If I put on my rose coloured glasses, there may be a second line trying to appear.
I didn’t tell people about our trying to conceive and my infertility because I was ashamed. I didn’t want to be judged for my faulty body.